If you are a dancer, or you have a partner or friend or loved one who is, you already know: we dancers are incredibly critical of our work.
So to watch a video in which I’m dancing and think, before I’ve thought anything else, “That was good!” is a big deal.
Anyway, today I finished a week-long summer intensive session in which I (GASP!) actually talked to people I don’t know and, like, made some friends ❤ This was a really lovely group of dancers, and I would happily dance with any of them again any time.
We learned and performed (via livestream and for a small audience outside the big window of our studio) a brand-new piece choreographed by Ashley Thursby-Kern and Theresa Bautista, and when I watched it, I found myself thinking, “That was good!”
Not just their choreography, or the performance of my fellow dancers–but for once I was able to look at myself and think that.
It wasn’t perfect, of course, but ballet never is. And I think that we did rather a fine job learning and polishing it in the span of five days.
Anyway, for the moment, you can catch it here, with an introduction by Ashley, who is a thoroughly lovely human being:
I’m trying hard not to list the shortcomings I do see in my own performance here. It’s enough to know what I could have done better and will do better next time. It’s enough to look at myself dancing and say, for once, “That was good.”
Posted on 2021/06/04, in #dancerlife, balllet, learning my craft, performances, reflections, summer intensives, video and tagged adult summer intensive, contemporary ballet, hew choreography, louisville ballet school, mbb summer intensive, summer intensive. Bookmark the permalink. 2 Comments.
That’s just one of the symptoms listed under ‘dancer’ proposed for DSM-6. It gets much worse than that. The akathisia is pretty much untreatable.
I’m pretty sure akathesia is why we become dancers in the first place 😁