Okay, I Can Do This
I stayed up way too late writing, nodded off at 4 AM, promptly had a really dumb nightmare* and woke right the heck back up.
Since then, I’ve been stupidly lying here in bed trying to go back to sleep and getting more and more stressed out.
So you know what? I’m going to get up, wrap a couple of gifts I actually somehow forgot I even bought, play Sims 4 on D’s computer, and maybe go back to sleep later, and maybe not, and generally not stress about it, because that’s what you’re supposed to do when you can’t sleep.
Also, happy holidays and all that 🎆
*So about the stupid nightmare: it started out as a kind of fun dream about a party, then I realized it reminded me of a ghost movie** I’d seen and immediately segued into being a nightmare about those ghosts
**a ghost movie that doesn’t exist IRL, btw 😑
Posted on 2019/12/25, in adhd, health, ID-10T errors, life, life management, mental health and tagged insomnia, stupid nightmares are stupid, you can just get up and it will be okay. Bookmark the permalink. 4 Comments.
danseur ignoble 
Hope you had a happy Christmas, and all the best for the 2020’s! A new Decade in life. A new Decade in Dance, and in life, too! Cheers. Matt
It’s been really lovely! I hope yours has been happy as well … And yes, here’s hoping that the 20s will roar with joy and love!
PS I love your “dancing on the saddle” graphic. The image is much nicer than dancing on the pedals. M
Thank you! Lol, yeah, dancing on the pedals is a different matter entirely 😁